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Community Thursday
Community Thursday challenge: every Thursday, try to make an effort to engage with a community on Dreamwidth, whether that's posting, commenting, promoting, etc.
Commented on common_nature.
Chit-chat on booknook.
Promoted fan_writers to potentially interested folks >:D
Signal boost:
worderlands is hosting a 3-sentence challenge based on a table of 10 prompts, if that's of interest!
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- lesbianism,
- queer,
- self,
- short
I'd like to write someday
It's such a weird space, and the seemingly rigid, artificial boundary at the outer edge of "lesbianism" is part of why it's seen this way, I think. I'm not sure if I can blame it all on political lesbianism either, people have always been uncomfortable with butch/butch relationships, like this weird microcosm of homophobia that gays themselves can indulge in.
I don't know, this isn't really a complete thought. But it seems important.
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FFXI: Rise of the Zilart summary!
It all began with a stone, or so the legend says.
In ages past, a sentient jewel, enormous and beautiful, banished the darkness. Its many-colored light filled the world with life and brought forth mighty gods.
Bathed in that light, the world entered an age of bliss until, after a time, the gods fell into slumber. That world was called Vana'diel.
The legend goes on to say...
From the darkest depths of the earth the Warriors of the Crystal rose...
The Rise of the Zilart expansion tells the story of the Warriors of the Crystal, and of the ancient clash between two races, one of which was the Zilart - who have plans to bring about Vana'diel's destruction. Read on to find out just what the Zilart have planned.
(As before, the actual game script is located at my Neocities site, here: https://altheavalara.neocities.org/ffxi/rotz - what lies under the cut is my summary for those who don't want to read the long script.)
( spoilers galore! )
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Diving into edits, prep work paying off
It's still all a bit strange. At first, going on yet another round of structural editing after so long felt like ghostwriting someone else's story. Then because the changes started getting smaller, and generating more ideas of their own, it felt like creating fic for it, haha. Now, I don't know, I work on it in the morning and at night and the story and world and characters are constantly living in my head, in a "love you guys" kinda way rather than the "OH MY GOD I AM SO SICK OF THIS STORY" way I had reached last year. I always had a vague idea for 2 potential sequels, a one-line summary ready for each which was interesting but apparently not enough to actually make me really plan to ever write them. Now I'm adding more details to that "Sequels ideas" file once or twice (or thrice!) a day, peppering little hints of foreshadowing, sometimes even bits that work in layers so that (I think) one can think are related to the current story, but should someone care enough to re-read later after knowing what happens in book 2 or 3, then some sentences take on a completely different meaning. And I'm thinking maybe I'd quite like to take a stab at book 2 once I've handled the Soul Thief structural edits? I also had a "fatal flaws" file about a couple of points I thought made the story broken at a fundamental level, but I believe I managed to smooth or fix that to an acceptable degree to me anyway :D
I am so excited. Obviously, working/editing at the current pace would not be sustainable, but I'm just making a big push while all that motivation and excitement are bursting at the seams. And I know this is all flowing relatively well thanks to all the thinking and prep work I did, even if it felt like it was taking forever. I had to summarise my summaries of beta-reader comments because it was still too long to easily reference XD But I think this kind of exercise is what's helping keeping as much as possible in my head.
May this energy last until I finish this round of editing, too...!! Haha. One can hope. Back to it, now.
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Fannish50 #17: Jeff Satur
( Jeff is good! )
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12 Week Year WAM Week 07
Goal 1: Declutter house and take care of family. 30% (6/20)
Review: I didn't do much, which is odd, because I had a trip and I needed to get ready, and my youngest is off to school. Cue panic. Maybe that's why.
Goal 2: Catch up on Fannish50. 0%
Review: I did nothing on this. I think I had so much to do that I sort of... froze and didn't post anything because it felt like there was too much to post. I don't know for sure.
Goal 3: Prep for writing retreat. N/A
Review: Had nothing scheduled for this week.
Intentions for the future: G1: Cleaning in downstairs bathroom and my office - mostly my office, because the bathroom is clean (gasp). I'm going to write up a schedule of what to wash when, so I get things moving as far as that goes, too. And just keep up on the laundry. G2: Get rid of the "I'm posting too much" because it's my blog and I can do that. And just get things done. G3: Again, not much going on as far as metrics go - working on gathering recipes and figuring out what I need to buy so we're eating. I will have another email to go out, but not yet.
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Leaving Logseq (Maybe)
The release of the new Logseq app, introducing the database version of Logseq, is supposedly right around the corner. The current app has been basically abandoned up until recently in order to develop the new app, so the fact that a release is coming up is exciting and relieving. There have been many doubts about the likelihood of the new app making it to release. However… as I think about migrating to a new app, I’m not sure I want to continue using Logseq at all.
My initial belief was that the database version would completely replace the Markdown version. In that case, the only supported syncing solution would be through the upcoming subscription service. Since I self-host my file syncing using SyncThing, I thought that this would be incompatible with my current setup. This doesn’t actually seem to be the case. Apparently the new app will support an alternate mode for Markdown files that can be synced as before.
This should have been a relief, because it means my notes and setup should transfer cleanly, but the scare left me with some lingering concerns about the future of Logseq and my notes.
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I’ll try out the new app when it releases. Even if it’s a smooth transition, I don’t know if it’s a good choice in the long run. I’ve been using Obsidian for the past few days and it’s going well. Converting notes from Logseq is a pain,2 but I’ll probably have to do it eventually, so this might be the right time to start.
2: I have a main vault where I’ve recreated my workflow in a more Obsidian-compatible way, and a second vault for testing converted notes before merging them in.
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Appointment Week
* 3 appointments tomorrow, all remote (for later today versions of "tomorrow", because I rarely get to sleep before midnight)
* 2 appointments Wednesday
* Only one appointment Thursday, but it looks like a doozy
* The morning primary care adjacent appointment on Wednesday got scheduled today (Monday) by using the magic combination of phrases "my oncologist said" and "new lump"
* (it's probably a ganglion cyst, since I have a history of those going back to the 1980s)
And then I managed to drive myself to Pained Noises & a complete lack of energy today by:
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On r/DigitalAudioPlayer
*I've had the Echo Mini for a while but I just got the IEMs a couple days ago and I am hearing sounds I have never heard before in old songs and they're way more comfortable than my porta pros. I do recommend, if you're into that sort of thing.
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Pimping and phone calls

Second:
I saw an actual honest-to-god working pay phone. It has been years since I've seen one.

Where did I see it? I had a tire issue and had to take my car to the local garage. The phone was on the wall in the small customer service area. I kinda wanted to fondle it, it's been so long since I've seen a working one of these.
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WTF
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Went to a writing group today
In other news I've gotten through the point through a lot of therapy and being away from my family of origin of being able to feel how much my body tenses up and stresses out almost whenever I'm on social media. I do feel like to an extent that I need to keep up with some things but I have been trying to wind down my usage, and am trying to just keep up with other things I like. I feel like I will be less lonely if I actually listen to all the audiobooks I have, etc.
I've also been getting into vaporwave around 10 years too late, but I think it probably took that long for me to understand it, haha. What's so interesting is that you can't buy most vaporwave. It really does make it feel less real, like vapor. If you have some favorite vaporwave I'd appreciate recs.
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....!!!
From the little I've absorbed about Hazbin Hotel, the creators might just be the correct kind of disturbed to do justice to Homestuck.